I miss being a firefighter/EMT more than I can ever explain. (This is in 2020) That career was my whole heart ,helping people, showing up in their worst moments, and being part of something bigger than myself. Losing that part of my life has been one of the deepest heartbreaks I’ve ever felt. 🚑🔥 My health changed in ways I never expected, and I’ve been fighting every day just to feel like myself again. It’s frustrating and isolating when you know your body hasn’t been the same since everything